stress

Pregnancy hormones are in full swing. I may or may not have almost cried in Kroger because I couldn't find the chili mix. I may have bought a box of chocolate covered ice cream bars because I was upset about the chili mix. Needless to say, I'm sure I looked a hot mess in Kroger. I just feel like I have a lot going on right now, with holidays, grad school, pregnancy, working full time, financial probs, etc. Plus, vanderbilt has decided to change their tuition benefit for nurses. For the last year and a half, I have only had to pay a couple hundred per semester for class fees due to the awesome benefit that vanderbilt had for nurses (the main reason a lot of people work there - free education!) However, the way they have changed things, I am now going to owe around $10,000 for the rest of my education. awesome. unexpected. screwed. Vanderbilt has screwed me over financially and I literally don't know what to do about it. So prayers for me to decide how to go about the rest of my education. I have a year and a half left, but we definitely dont have ANY extra money laying around. ok enough of the pity party.

We are so blessed. We have awesome family, friends, etc. who will help us through all of this. We have a house for now and food to eat. We have a beautiful perfect baby girl on the way and thus far my pregnancy has been medically uneventful. I can't wait to meet her! We had our 32 week check up today and everything still looks good! I am excited/nervous for the upcoming year because I know we have SOOO many changes coming that we may/may not even realize yet. I know that our lives are going to change dramatically and our priorities will change, which may cause other things to change as well. I have always had problems with change, but I'm gonna do my best to chill out and deal with what is handed to me! Hope you all have had a great week so far!!